just left a few days .exam finish ^^
and then holidae coming.
i like holidae before i hate holidae so much
bcoz i cant meet my friends
but now i love holidae s most
arggh.
live in alone situation was so hard.
its getting harder everyday
sometimes when i see they playing together
i feel bad.
especially her.
nobody wants to be alone
thats why we have friends
but . .
is that bcoz we dont want to be alone
you only wants to have and find friends?
maybe last time it was right
but now i'm not afraid to be alone
i can start from zero
after i'm graduated, i will leave all dis pain behind
start anew life. .forget everything that hurts me here
but i wont forget the good memory i had here
"time can take anything "
" time can change everything"
"but time cant change what u have before with you all"
"i'll never regret to have you this friends "
maybe i need someone that fully understand me
fully trust on me
human being are just too weird.
Like a lover. .
at the beginning they can be so lovely , so in love
you can do anything ,sacrifice anything just to see them.
but not long . .
anyone of that couple can say goodbye anytime. .the love feel at the beginning gone like a wind. .
just like friends. .
we can be so happy at the first time
but a little problem ,
it can change so many things. .
thats what part of life. .
someday,all of you will facing the problem i'm facing. .
its just a question of " when "?
i can be so passion and can accept everything that happen to me
it bcoz my teacher always guide me to a right way
i like to tell her my problems
and she will a such a good advice to me and all d words
that she saying was so true
thanks so much teacher..
so many things to write anyway ==
talking about boys.
i hate the boys that always thinking negative
always say that he couldnt do this. .
he couldnt do that
wake up! u are a boy,someday u need to grow up to be a man.
to be a man , u must be strong ,think positive
that " i can ! i can ! "
u must be strong. .
there stil many obstacles heading in ur way.
so do i. .
i will grow through this pain.
someday i will realize all d good thing behind this pain
i wont wish the time to pass faster anymore.
i will just be myself.be the way i am
beside that 6 months wasnt that long = )
i got my teddy waiting me at home xD
after 6 months i am free ^^
oh yea. .
i stil have something in my life
MUSIX =D
now i love to listen this song
never ever by ciara
be with you by wilber and akon
everybody know by john legend
i added to my playlist
enjoy it =D
never ever , was song about a boy
at its lyrics it saying
" if that boy dont love you by now"
he will never ever love you "
i guess it right.
so the lsitener
if that boy dont love you by now
just leave it! find another boy that love you!
xD
speaking was easty . ha-ha
and song about John legen
it about relationship
sometimes when u think ur relationship was going work,
but the things wil turn outs to be other way
nobody really knows how to make it work
or how to ease the hurt.
it was a nice song.
try to listen and understand it :p
and last. .
this few days i keep watching this movie
"sky of love"
it was a nice nice and touch movie "
J introduce me this movie. .
from this movie i know, . .
love cant be so easily together. .
u must through many obstacles. .
and sometiems. .
not all lover can be together
even both of you are love each other so much. .
appreciate it while they stil beside you
speaking of appreciate
u wont noe that ppl are important
until its gone
its true
today K say J miss me
omg.i cry when i saw that msg
i miss her so much too. .
she know it. .
