Day 1
15,November 2009
00.58 am

today I going back my hometown...
last night I spent my last day with someone I love...

I;m happy but instead I am sad too...
today morning...
the last time we could see each other...
maybe next year..or maybe more ...only could see each other...
when morning I saw him..
I couldnt hold my tears..
I such a baby...
but I am glad that he nt crying...
bt I know after I go...he will cry...
if I see he crying...i wouldnt go...



now...i am here..in my hometown..
I feel such a lonely...
everytime I think back our memories...
my heart remains hurts...
and I start crying...

I could say that I ady cry so many days...
its only the first day...
how shud I live the rest...
I just hope I could pass this half year faster...
but I noe..it will pass slowly...
its the fact...
but no matter how …
I only got one man in my heart..
it will be him..forever and always..
my dear Jun ,,,

from may 29 I am the happiest woman in the earth until now