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Date / Time : Monday, November 9, 2009 / 2:33 AM
its almost 3 am here
i cant sleep : ( i missing dear so much
today i only can see him awhile i am sick he's sick too from last night i vomit stil sick until now but most makes me sick is seeing him sick without being able stay by he side take care him comfort him : ( God, cure him i am willing to replace him dont let him sick.. while i cant take care him ,stay at his side
sorry i couldnt stay at dear side to take care dear now... forgive me dear..
/ / / just now we have fight... i know we always fight everyday you know i'll never get tired of you.. i'll never stop loving you even for a second... i'll noe i get mad when we have fight but i will try to nicely.. i'll do it... but dont say i dont love you or i asking break when we fight.. i dont want we go that way.. i dont want hurt myself and you anymore i want to love you always and always.. always you that have been in my heart...
while now i cant sleep i view his "ex gf " fs . she stil love him . i know his ady forget about her.. bt i am upsat..
dear love her so much before.. and sometimes i remember when ur birthday i remember when they kiss my tears seems like wan fall down ==
forget it. i dont wan ur past i wan ur future right here with me : )
baby i need your love with me.. promise me that you'll wait for me and i'll be back :)
.If I had one more; one more chance, one more laugh, I would spend it with you...If I could see you again, If i could be there with you one last time..
