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Date / Time : Sunday, February 28, 2010 / 12:05 AM
Happy birthday my dear ..
i ady bought a present for you , but i cant give you yet dear .
so now i only can wish you dear . .
this is the wish that come from heart
not talking [ im quite unhappy when dear say im good talking ]
i wish dear can get what dear wan in this 18th birthday i wish dear will keep handsome year by year i wish dear will be a succes man and a good man i wish dear live long and have a healty body but what i wish the most ...... i wish dear always happy and i wish dear can take notice my love . . .
dear... its our 9 months annivesary too honey . . i never tot someone i love just sit rite beside me dear i search a world , but now i found out all this time just sitting next to me im such a fool the man that i love only rite beside me .. i love you so much dear if dear ask me why i can love dear this much i really cant tell out what the reason dear coz i found out im cant keep going on this life without you dear everytime everywhere .. all in my mind just you dear everything i do just remind me of you dear
dear... are u happy dear?
i ady back here for almost 4 months .. i never being happy even once everyday i just pass my day and thinking when i can hold you again ...
i always seeing the pic of us.. the book that i have write about you .. teddy bear that you give me on 5 months anniversary and the ring you put in my finger . . i even cant take it out coz its our promise inside .
sometimes i want to tell you im unhappy but im afraid it wil make you down i hate myself whenever ill make you down or angry
i know that sometimes im too worry... but i cant help it. . im a girl . . anytime i aso can feel restless it bcause i love him
you'll never found another that love you like i do . .
Happy Birthday My dear . . and Happy 9 Months anniversary . .
