Its ady 3.41 am now .
i still cant sleep
sigh .
i probably have insomnia sick
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since my ages turn older
more problem i get ,
i really do not wish we have to end
i probaly stil dreaming we'll have a house like this
pretty isnt it?
:)
just have to wait one months again..
after i have prepared everything ,ill back there...
to take care of you ..to love you for all my life .
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I'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe and warm by myself.
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to havee it easy apart.
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.
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i always dreaming to have a beautiful life with you
so ..
dont be so fast to think its our fate
we might not know that sweetheart
when i heard from you , its our fates
i really down and dissapointed
i blaming myself .
i felt like im a mess for you .
i know i such a mess before .
but im change for you .
only for you honey ,
and if you ever saw this ..
remember honey ,
i rather have bad times with you , then have good times with someone else .
More 2 days ,
it was your birthday honey
dang!
how i wish i am there with you
i am willing my life been cut up one year and celebrate your birthday
i must been speaking of
MIRACLE!
i dont care what is it
i just wan to be next to you
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God, You ady taken this year from me ,
so please let the rest year ..
let us through it together forever . .
i dont care what obstacle You had put in my way . ill accept it all .
but let me back to his side .
i just dont wan to see him to sad and unhappy anymore .
it really makes me feel so bad!
so so bad!
but
,
I Love You ,
what can i do anymore ,
im selfish jerk , i dont wan to let you go
if im lose you , i dont know how bad my life gonna be
im sorry for everything. .
but i loved you
i stil love you . .
and
from this day and now on
this love will last forever
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