My birthday is getting closer

Though its getting closer

But I think

It just another lonely birthday

Without you with me .

Was this love can survive til May ?

I would never let you leave me .

Im sorry .

I really love you . .

I really need you . .

I lied if I say im not tired .

Both of us are human .

But no matter how tired I am .

I wont give up .

I’ll never want .

I’ll give everything , just to be in your arms once again .

Sometimes how I wish you wil be like me..

No matter how tired. .

We can keep holding on..

Til the day we see each other again .

Never thought I wil really love someone this much .

And will very scare if I thinking someday if he left

I even scare he left me more than death

I was so scare you wil left .

And I don’t know what should I do

To always keep you at my side .

Sometimes I was done a little mistake

And it was accidentally .

But your talking wil change at same time . .

And sometimes I explained for you . .

But you stil seems angry me . .

Don’t like that . .

I really scare . .

Although I know maybe now dear wont come to see my blog again .

But its okay my dear . .

I can write all my true feelings here . .

Sometimes I just wan to tell how much I need dear..

And how much dear means to me . .

But I felt . .

After I say it . .

Dear wont notice it

Before when dear wake up or before dear go work ..

dear wil reply back my feelings when I write to dear at night .

but seems like now dear ady get tired with me . .

sometimes at morning ..

dear jst write “ I miss you so much dear “

jst about that…

I aso wil happy dear..

Absolute happiness.. .

You got magic in me dear..

Dear can make me up fly to heaven .

But . .

Dear aso can make me down to hell . .

Stil wil I find a person like you ?

NO dear ..

Not anymore . .

And I am never think about to have another love again . .

Only you . .

And that enuf for me .

To live happy for my rest live . .

My birthday . .

I think how much person wil remember it

I don’t care so much

In this birthday I only wish for one things .

And it wil be the same wish on the rest of my birthday .

ALL I REALLY NEED IS YOU , DEAR .