i cant sleep here...

its 3 am by now..

i am drown alone here...

i wan so much to text you

but i am scare

i am really so scare .

afraid that i have speak wrongly and cause u have to leave again .

i already have told u that i love you so much

that u were all my world

for you , i can do anything

i can give up everything

i can lose everything

but not you .

have i wrong for telling you this?

or have i wrong for let you know that i was so love you and i really need you ?

maybe u wil say " think as what u like "

i dont know ...i really dont know what should i do with you

i wish u happy bt yet i cant let you go .

everytime i have to saw u are unhappy when with me

do you even bother noe that my hearts was pain?

and i was so sad...

when u talking with me , u even didnt give me a real smile

but when u are talking about movie

you smile and laugh so happilly

a smile that i didnt see while you with me

a laugh that i didnt heard while you with me

you really want im leave ?

u want it so bad til u show out that u are unhappy being with me?

i really have to let this love pass by?

dii , did you know that i was hard to put down this love?

i am waiting for our 400 days

now i really have to let go?

i always have drown in my own fantasy....

i am really so sad ...

really so unwilling to let you go

can you understand those feeling , dii?

:(