today its our 13 months together ..
396 days ..
its not really easy to have this days...


today we didnt meet..
didnt celebrate..
din do anything special..
just text-ing , skype and talking phone [ but keep dc ]
but its count a happiness
as long as you did it with someone your love...
as long as we have love inside our heart
as long as we have missing in our heart
everday could be anniversary for us baby...

i wan to celebrate every anniversary..
but i dont want to waste more baby moniee

bcoz i love you baby...
no matter what you think of me
no matter what you think about my past
or about mistake that i ever done
but all i want say
i do really love you
all my past i only want for care
i cant express what i feel that time
coz i not good in telling my feeling

but for now...
it doesnt matter anymore.
as long as we together .
thats enuf.
i dont hoping anything anymore .
your love ..
for now thats enuf...


im tired of thinking when he will leave
im tired...
even tot i cant feel safety
but i will try to make it for myself..
im not gonna giving up...
but baby...
i am a human...
if do really care about us...
dont give up too...