14 months has passed and now we going to be 15 months within 27 days =]


seriously , i dont know what to write here
i lost my words ==

Well,
About My school 'Life', it doesnt seems 'life' . its dead !
totally fucked up!
my class always been so cold
and i hug the jacket all along..
without jacket . i will felt so cold ..
exam is around the corner...buhhh!
i was so stressed in school being haunted by one girl
she was totally a shit in my life!
how can i meet her T.T
i dont have any choice but to face this haunted girl
LOL
she always annoyed me
copy me like hell
everything i like , she will like it too
and what i hates the most she always talking about my boyfriend!
you bitch ! you disgusting me
i wish next year come quickly
soon i can graduated and im free!
and im going married with my husband Jun xD


its August now .
wow . time really pass quickly
really really quick ==
but its good larh ! =D
ha-ha
im expecting CHRISTMASSSSS~~
weee.. this year im going to write letter for Santa again
and see what present i get again
every year aso get money ==
ha-ha but sosososo happy...
thanks Santa :)
Santa is exist ! believe it or not !
i ady received 2 times ang pao[red paper] from Santa
maybe it because i already a teenager so im not been giving toys
on 2008 christmas my sis ,bro and me get ang pao
and Santa reply our letter .
i stil remember what he wrote for me.
i feel so hapy yet so touched .
on 2009 , my sis and me get ang pao again
but my bro get Adidas football gloves
Santa didnt reply my letter last year . probably mad of me for what im wishing last year :(
but my ang pao increase ar !LOL
haha
i have a special wish this year . :) '
baby , this year we together write a letter for Santa en?'



Yesterday , which is sunday . the first date of August
like usually , im going to my husband home
spent time :p
yay . i been so happy this recently . really so happy .
my husband loved me so much..
and i would change for my husband too..
i handed him a bottle of star again
baby , how many bottle star i have give you ? xp
ha-ha i ony hope you wont get bored on it honey ..
yesterday we stil went to KEK LOK SI to buy hat and wrist pocket bag
haha . we been cheated rm 20
my husband was so cute .
he try to comfort himself by saying " this one is the most good brand larh hor " xp
and when we going back..
my husband buy me a sorbet .
aww. i love it so much thanks hubby ...

my husband grandma's really treat me so good
i am so happy about it
all my life ..
it was the first time i feel what its like to have a grandma
my husband and sister was lucky to have such a good and kind grandma . yet so cute ...
i love my husband sister too
i like when we are chatting abt her school life and everything her problem
if im gone..i really will miss them so much..
and for my husband...
read carefully on this writing har ...

"I know we don't get to talk or see each other much. But being apart for now doesn't change the way I feel about you in my heart. Sure I'm lonely, and sometimes I'm overwhelmed with this emptiness in my chest. But, just remember that I love you and everything about you.

That's what gets me through every minute of every day that I'm without you. Sweetheart, you don't know what I would give to kiss your lips, feel your touch, or even just to see you. I long to hold you and feel your sweet caress. I have never loved anyone as much as I love you.

You make me feel loved, you make me feel safe, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. We both knew our friendship would grow right from the very first day we spoke. But, neither one of us could begin to imagine the love we both feel, not exploding or thundering into our hearts, but just slowly growing into a beautiful relationship that only you and I can understand. You are my soul mate, my best friend, my inspiration, and my love.

I don't care if you forget our first kiss, our first date, just as long as you remember that I love you with every aching bone in my body no matter what. Having your love has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don't care what others say about you and me. All I know is that I love you, and that will never change.

Of all the people in this world, you're the one I run to. Your name has been inscribed in my heart before I knew your name. In the moment we met all those years ago, I knew you were the one. I whisper your name each morning when I wake, and each night to the stars. I am who I am because of you, and there is no one else I want to be. You have taught me so much about this world, and even through the times when darkness covered my world, you were always the light.

I know how much you love me, and I want you forever. I want the house, the careers, the trucks, the kids, the animals, the whole 9 yards. My love for you continues to grow, and even though I will be gone for a while. It will never fade. You are my one true love, and I realize now that you won't leave. I love you with all of my heart and soul. You are my everything. I love you."

my dear ,

im sorry for what happen in sunday morning .

i wont ever done it again ...

im lost my word at the first

and now i wrote alooooot of things

==

im freak .

next saturday . im going dating with my husband

to watch " the last airbender"

kyaaaaa..hahaha

stil left how many days ar?

ehhh . 5 days ar .

stil have to wait :(

i missss you my dear

im going to cut my bang sooooon