Honey,
By the time i write this blog ,i think dear ady been in dreamland :)
forgive me honey..for being late sleep
i cant sleep here ..
my minds being thinking of many things
i being thinking of you my dear
thinking of us
so i came here and write something
since its been so long i didnt post any blog for u to read it honey
we fight often this recently ..
why do we have so many problems
why do we have always fight
thinking all of this
my hearts really pain inside
i love you Andon Lim..so so so much..i might get crazy of you..
and i noe you love me too
i do knew about it.
But i am confused why do sadness always came while we just about to have happiness?
i am changed
i really dont know why i'll became like this
i wish i could know why
or maybe i know
but i denied it
but baby..
i promise i will change back again
to the time while i stand for all thing
i promise you
just give me a time
and do me favour
please..dont ever hurt urself anymore
i rather u hurt mine
if you hurt me,i do feel pain
but not much then when i see you in pain honey :(
baby,remember every picture i took of you when we at paradise?
did you remember this word?
i said "if i do become a photographer,you'll be my model rite?"
eventough im nt becoming a photographer
or what i become next
forever you are model honey
forever you always be that charming for me
no matter how bad my emotional rite now
but my love for you always the same
"慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄地住下来
深深的 在心里 没人看得出来
安静的 但却一直都在
数你默默的爱"
"慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖
浅浅地 笑容里 却让我充满期待
不用说 我就能够明白
你默默的爱"
this is the song that u have play for me this recently honey
i love it so much
but nt much as my love for you my husband
honey,please dont ever give up again on our relationship?
for us and for our future jayden
for what we have dream of before..
forever ..you always be the only one..
even if i search the world , i would never find another one like you
and i would never be able to have this feelings
just like the feelings i have for you
you are irreplaceable,my dear
finally i have speak out what i wan to say dear..
i hope you do read this blog and smile
just like you always used to it honey
your sweet smile is what i loved the most
and always your smile that will brighten my life
Andon Lim , i love you
would spent your life with me , this silly girl ? :)
