This was the last blog
18.09.2010
He send me a msg and ask me to straight find him at his working place.
honestly,i felt so happy
Obviously i was waiting for his msg .I always waiting.
Today his sister was celebrating birthday party and he said he got something to show me.
and he said it was our new baby
I tot it was a teddy bear or somekind.
It was a puppy that has been left behind.
maybe just about 1 month puppy.
its so cute and fattie.
the colour of the puppy was dark brown and white.
it doesnt look like pig.
it more likes a pig -.-
after finish work , we going to buy pizza for his sister
and a baby bottle and milk for that puppy.
Now i know,having a baby really hards >.<
At least i have some experience nw.
when we got home , sister friends mostly already arrived.
All suddenly the puppy started crying
hungry -.-
what a coincidence
i felt sorry for the puupy yet for grandma
My husband ask me to stay overnight at his house.
and i was like " of course!sure!Yeah!' i want!
but how shud tell my mom about it and grandma.
i called my mom then i asked her "can i stay in my husband house"
she said" as u like"
and i wow thanks mom .
then mom told me if she had going to hatyai again with dad ,
i can sleep with my husband again :DDDD
Now my mom ady agree, only left grandma now:x
when my husband told grandma,she was mad about that dog
then we planned to keep at aunty home
lucky that aunty was kind and willing to help
i felt quite relieved nw
after this problem was solve we going to buy disc to watch it later
Rest stop and Piranha
Rest Stop was sucks
Piranha Thumbs Up!
we going to sleep at 2 am
this is the moment i waiting for
i like to sleep with my husband
that feeling was so fine
its hard to tell about it
only i can feel and i knew it in my heart
but i couldnt sleep well
my husband wont share the blanket with me
he takes it all
naughty husband but i loved it
i stay awake and night
and watching my husband wake and going to toilet
when he back,he hugged me from behind
it was so warm
and that feeling was absolutely incredible!
i felt so happy
it was to warm then make me fall asleep..
like the poems saying :
You want to know what happiness is?
It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason,
shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you.
You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state.
They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder but their own.
You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them.
You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face.
You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this.
19.09.2010
we wake at 9.30 this morning
the reason why we so early wake
bcoz we have to return that puppy for his mother
i felt kinda unwilling
but what can we do
it stil a baby and his need his mom
i only can said goodbye to that puppy
i had a great one day with you :)
after that we going back home
and going to vegetarian food fair with my mom
we buy alot of food
and im having fun with my husband
spending alot time with your love it was a precious time
i would remember all the moment i spent with my husband for all my life .
22.09.2010
today was mooncake festival
nothing special.
i felt bored and lonely here .
stil has to work much for the lantern competition.
cant msg with my husband
it was really bored .
at night he come my house
and we ended we break up
until now 23.09.2010
it was stil no any news
if really going to be the last
then i wish him all the best .
yes , i cant lie myself
i stil love him so much
and i expect whole day for his msg and skype
but he really let me so dissapointed.
and i was so down
but i dont felt anything anymore ....
if you dont know what makes me like this
then im one by one told you if you want to listen
what have make me and my heart has broken
i always waiting you last time
always waiting you to stop break me
but i wait til i was so restless...
until now..
it was stil the same...
you couldnt understand what i want
if you do really love me
then i beg you
dont make me give up...
coz i dont wan to give up and end this relationship
but what have you do?
you only think that you have change
and now its was all my false
stand me one more time?
what the shit on this earth has made this?
u called this love?
okay.
if you really couldnt give me time
forget it .
its was so sad..
you couldnt understand what i want....
but i have to tell you
Being with you makes me feel like for once in my life I won't have to work so hard on being happy, that it could just happen.
I love you .
thanks for everything .
