i give up.
he even didnt stay me
never really once stay me
im done..
im tired of waiting..
really tired...

17 month together..
i always feel disappointed..

even after u beat me
its alright
but i only waiting you to stay me..
why it so hard for you
every mad words i say
it all bcoz of you too

why i have to love you so much

its nt u that are useless
but it was me
i am useless for u love so much
for need u so much...


after tonight...i will try to get you out of my mind forever .

i am stupid rite?
really stupid
mom ask me abt him
i still lie my mom say that his car was spoil
and he do accompany back
but the fact i was walking alone
my mom still care about him instead of me
every time i always praise him in front of my mom
always saying all good thing about him
until my mom started to like him too
mom know we always quarrel
but i tell my mom that it was all my false too

in my school,
my friends always say me
that i always jun jun jun
this jun that jun

i am stupid
really stupid
nw i feel like fool
a big fool!

22.10.2010