i wonder why every girls couldn't sleep at night
stay awake just to think about their loved ones .
but the boys just so easily could fall asleep .
its 3 am rite now
i have to sleep
i have work tomorrow
but i just cant . . .
my brain stuck
i dont know what's inside
but it makes me so confused
what you saying are right
how long is this going to go on
i cant be like this
it's not me .
i know you want me to let go
it's not that i dont want to let go
i just cant . . .
i try , i failed
i try and i failed
and i know i really failed when i am stop trying
but i don't have that will to let go...
maybe i really cant or i dont want to let him go
maybe in this few days
i'll keep my hands off the phone..
have myself a little space..
try to put down all the things...
slowly get back my mood
and i'll give what he wants
Break up ,im leaving . .
what's makes me really shame
it was i am the only one who wants this relationship
its like i play 2 part
i have to play as me and yet to play as you
everytime we break , i do really hope he could phone me
and said " dont go,stay with me'
geez. its just a dream
maybe in dream i wont have it too
you shouldnt promise me many things
Like Christmas and u'll marry me
u shouldnt have promise someone if you dont really mean it
you hurt that person when you cant make it , you know?
i live in my own fantasy
dreaming myself that someday you really will make all the promise come true
but it's all my false
cause i trust you
cause i hope so much in you
and i love you too much
please , think back all the things you have done to me
and ask urself am i being greedy?
after all u have done . . .
i only ask a simple things
stay with me
but you make its complicated
you said you try to love me?
who was first want me to be serious in this relationship?
i have spent all my patience on you
i already have give all the best for you
but this just cant be right
you not here with me
i really can be crazy soon
my head was so painn im so painnnnnnn
fuck
please Lord , i only have one wish now.
Help me . . .
