im going to start my work tomorrow
i hope i could busy all the time
so i can get you out of my mind .
you wont know how bad the hurt u have cause to me
you never know
and you think you was the one who right all the time
you was the one who really right and i always be the one that always wrong
dont you?
you don't deserve me
there's no point cry for someone that doesn't cry for you , rite y?
i am not happy
just like yesterday
i am not really happy....
i go with you to youth park
but all the time you just give me those faces
i say i am not boring
even if i am boring,anything wrong with that?
did you have to say that i dont have to come?
i still cheer myself and talk good with you
but you give me those faces
i wan to take a pic of you
but you refused
but when ur class wan to take ur pic
then you not refused
what the fuck is that?
i have already keep my patience so much with you
what am i for you ?
a rubbish ? a thing that you can do whatever you like?
when you in mood then you treat me nicely
but when your not in mood then you can hurt me and tore me apart?!
you think it was easy for me to have always face you like that?!
you think i was happy and really smile in front you alll the time?!
i have enough!
enough with all your attitude with me!
i told myself i have enough and i am leaving
leaving all this shit behind
but why my leg doesnt listen to me!
and my heart too!
it because this could be my last day i spent with you
i make u jelly
a drink
prepare all the things that i want to do with you today
but what?
you never really think how hard i was trying to do all of this
i dont ask you to do the same return for me
i only ask you could spent with me nicely
have you think how to make me happy?
never
even after im work , we cant meet often
this is nothing for you too
you wont even feel sad
feel empty or feel lonely
or miss me
you wont .
and you will never .
i am mean nothing for you