mom asked me
'you walked back home'?
'he didn't fetch you back'?
i answered
no...we going to eat..
and the car was too far
so i get wet by rain...

when i was about going to bath
mom asked me again
he didn't fetch you?
i said..
no larh..we just gone to eat
and get wet..
when i was saying that..
i am hardly hold my tears..
not going to show my mom..
but.. i cant hold it..
lucky mom turn around when my tears fell down

it was all over...
the rain falls down..
washed away all my tears..
i cant make any different
it was the water of the rain?
or it was my tears...
rain , tears , rain tears..
the cold chills me to the bone..

i only can stop my tears now..
eyes pain..
and now i get fever and my head was heavy
it probably because of the rain
and i am not sleeping well last night
i'm not enjoy it...
being surrounded by stranger
i was hard to move
i take one step
but no one realize the step
it's not my dream
i was dreaming of 2 person
not in a crowded
i'm dreaming of one world with 2 people
not 2 world with 2 people on their own

it was all over...
it wont be any Christmas moment on this year
just like those last year
i'm sitting in home with disappointed
how about the present that i have already plan on few months ago?
should i threw it? leave it? or give it away to the straight person?
i don't know..
all i know...
there wont be any Christmas on this year
its hard to imagine you'll celebrating it with someone else
but with my bless
i would wish you , that i'll hope you have the most wonderful Christmas

it was all over . . .
there's no more 29 in my life
it will be back to the same day just like another day..
there's no more 29 in my prayer
that how i wish it would be faster reach
because i love 29 the most
for now , i wish to click next to 30
so there's no more tears on 29

it was all over . . .
there's no more Sunday relaxing
through this day on. .
i will pass my Sunday with working
one day , you'll be pass it with another person
its hard to imagine it right now
but how i wish one day
that i can wish you ...

it was all over . . .
there's no more hoping ..
this time i have to make it real
before , i always said i don't have any hope anymore
but i still keep hoping
and never give up...
because i thought if i stand right here
he probably will turn around and look at me
when I thought we'd never part.
My love for you just won't die down
it just grows with each new day.
I wish you'd dare to look at me
and hear what I want to hear;
"I love you and I want you back - "
but these words i just won't hear.
i wish you will say NO!
when i say yes , i'm leaving

it was all over . . .
i wont have any chance to make u birthday cake
and i wont have any chance to get birthday present from you as a memory
and i wont have any chance to hear you sing me a birthday song
you even lost the birthday present that i give you

it was all over . . .
there's no more day dream
dream that someday i might wear a wedding gown
watching you standing on the altar
while im walking through to you ...
a kids on the way
and a family...
it just a love that disappointed people inside it

even though now my heart are breaks into pieces
but still i cant keep myself thinking of you
i still want so much to phone you
to tell you how much i love you
and asked you
why you have to be like this with me
im not being greedy..
why other people can feel it but im not
it was because they are not me..
did you tell them that when you leave me , you never come back unless if i asked you and find you back?
did you tell them every single word of us?
i am being greedy?
i'm just asking a simple thing...
there's nothing i can say
but only remain this pain inside

i do really really feel so pain
did you know that?
i do really wish you can hold me tight
and ask me back
it just all i wanted
but its really will never happen

for you , i can do anything
i sacrifice anything
even if u asked me to take the moon
i would take it for you
even my life in risk
but you are not
i feel im like a boy...

this love wont be so easy erased
i will have hard life start this day
im going cry to sleep
cry to wake...

i'm sick now
after being rain
but i rather have this sick than have a hearted sick
i can cure my fever
but i cant cure this hearted sick
i only can count on time..

i love you...
love you..
really so love you...
but i am a human...

i know it will be hard for me to not find you
but i will trying
i know it will hard for me to stop this love
but i will trying
i know it will hard for me to forget you
but i will trying


I've learned a lot of lessons
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give.

But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go.

You entered my life with such a force
And left it with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long.

And so I spent each day of my life
With my heart in pieces
And when I thought it could never be cured,
Something happened; I expected it least.

I guess my soul was all cried out,
And it was tired of being used.
And even though I know I'm guilty,
I was tired of being accused.

And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
These are my final words to you,
"I love you and goodbye."