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Date / Time : Monday, November 29, 2010 / 3:46 AM
i hope a lot that it was us but not all i hope about it it was... I WANT TO HAVE BABY WITH YOU ,BOYF.! HAHAHAHAHA
recently i was busy too update my blog because i have work since i don't feel sleepy now so i just came here and write something
this few days i became a lucky girl and i really feel so happy about it Boyf. treat me really well and everything going well until now.. since i cant let go this love so i'm not letting it go
thanks so much for this few days i had enough babiee.. i never asking you to be perfect all i want just not letting my hand go so easily you know what i wan rite babiee
on 27 my babiee present me a cute sponge bob the reason he give me because i am working sometimes i must be tired and my back was tired i never thought babiee would think until like that i am so happy and how sweet was that for me i am feel touched till i want to cry [ i damn like it much babieee ] thanks so much for the presnt i take good care of it ;)
i cry so much in this weeks some are good tears and some are bad tears i am sure before i am old my eyes will become wicked
i trying to make my life more meaningful but i just cant find anything more meaning than to spent my life with you
i know you have your life i have my life too it just sometimes i was to scare you treat other girls too good it because i see it before and sometimes you too impulse and it was uncontrollable
now i'm trying myself back to the time when im not so care about someone's life perhaps it will avoid us for some problem babiee
now i work as a cashier in bread history well, not only just cashier but any work that you have to done there i used to it ,i mean i am habit with this job it just the time was so hard to pass it so hard to through i done a lot thing to make it easier but then i look at the time OMG ,its only 7 pm == and everynight sometimes i have to rush if not i would missed the damn bas! but babiee fetch me 3 days i was so happy :DD thanks alooott babiee
oh yeaaa, and i have a surprise on 26 boyf. ,sister and her boyfriend came to my shop i was busying with cashier but when i want to put muffin that some lousy aunty take but didnt put it back i saw my babiiee face hahaha i am shocked! for sure and i was so happieee after that , i work with full spirit and i keep laughing rofl! hahahaha i like those feelings its been so long i never have this feelings you know , like a surprise that can makes me work with a powerfull i really have to thanks boyf. so xing ku drive till komtar :x i am really so touched non stop Dj touching these 3 days i hope this happiness would last long
you know.. just like sayings happiness wouldn't last longer...
but who cares...
i dont want to let myself drown in confusion or sad i just want to enjoy what i have now i want to have a life.. a happier life with someone i choose...
i could give you a world if you asked it i would killed myself if you go... anything you asked , i would done it for you
sometimes i really not being pathetic but i really couldnt control this feelings and my tears it just fell down like that..
i love you so much i dont know what others i could say anymore this love has grow too much inside
