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Date / Time : Friday, December 17, 2010 / 11:52 PM
给出去的爱..永远要不回来..
i view back my msn history now i even feel more dumb you were already long time doesnt love me why i do i keep lie myself. why i keep holding on i wait for whole day smile to myself i never been this happy since u makes me fall i though there is a little light on me times almost here i even get panic to choose what shirt what should i wear but you not here suddenly there is a tears in my eyes but when i saw msg i have a big smile but then ________ im such a stupid cinderella glass slipper only last for 1 day... happily ever after doesnt exist for me
did you know what is disappointed?
oh God... help me... please.... you know how suffer i am here
i hate to admit it but i am still love him so much i miss him so much how i want to hug him tight how i wan kiss gently on his cheek how i always touch his cheek and tell him " i love you " oh my God, im so chicky just a simple memory like this could me cry...
instead a fresh apple , i choose a rotten apple you all makes my heart so pain but i am touched i do really touch i never though someone like me could be precious
jay, forgive mom... mom even cant be strong for this how can i take care of you someday? i 'm really sorry... i'm such a weak... i really sorry for bothering you too it just i still have much love i cant let it go easily... i am so sorry... its only i was strong...
today..it was my false .. because i put so much hope of waiting you.. if i am not..i wont be so mad and sad... i am sorry to myself.. i am sorry to him.. i am sorry to jay... i am sorry for all of you...
i hate everything that i am through now...
today..you success to make me cry again congrats to you ....
