i give him the last present
after this
i am promised
that i am not going to disturb him already
actually i waiting him to text
then i think
ahh,wait till i old also wont come
then
i want to text him
i already write it on my phone
it sounds like this
" did you check the book?"
"how it is?"
"hope you get some inspiration :D"
tehhee
"good luck on your exam"
"i'll always support you here"
but then my minds play
he even didnt reply your msg
you text him 10 msg
he reply you 2 msg
whats the point pensy?
he told you that he dont love you anymore
why you still holding on?
whats you want to prove anyway?
he doesnt love you anymore
let him go and let yourself go...
yea..my mind was right...
i have to leave before i fall deeper...
i have to stop this feelings...
so i didnt send that msg..
i give up...
i wont lie myself anymore...
i wont lie myself that he still love me..
i am leaving...
i really should stop this feeling before i cant stop it anymore..
i'll delete this blog soon..
my life i screwed up...
i have a sucks family
unstable family
chaotic family...
i have sucks relationship
i didnt ask much from You , God
you know what i always wish...
you took it from me...
if i have to choose mom or dad
i choose nothing
i choose to go ..
far away...
F.U.C.K
leave me alone !!!
give me a break please...
i having a hard time with my family and my .....
i am confused!
i dont want you alllll
i want him!
shit
asholee
fuck
fuck
its all because of you
