sick is really not good
but its better than heart sick
i'm not going to work today because i am sick
bad bad sick
probably i was over tired and feel stressed
i am sleeping whole day

dont want to stay awake
because if i am , i will think too much
and started myself to cry again

i saw a page
makes me touch
http://www.facebook.com/#!/alvissk
but really stupid damn stupid guy!
it just a 4 months relationship!
but i cant judge other people
because i know how he feel..

how it feels to lose someone you love so much

if there is some medicine out there that can help me to lose my memory
i'll do anything to get it
dying to get it
:(
because some memories are just too hurt..

i am not hoping you'll find me
but at least i hope you will feel sad about me just a lil bit
just a bit
i only asking a bit not much
but you are just so mean
.....................................................................................
a 1.5 years relationship mean nothing for you ...

every memories that we have made
really mean nothing for you?
all the little things we have laugh together
mean noting for you?
all the promise that we have say before
mean nothing too?


everytime i recall the memories
i cry ,cry and cry
would you cry and feel sad when you remember our memories just like the way i do?
or maybe u never think abt me and our memories..


this break up ...
probably u were the one who happy...

i noe you are happy , rite?
its not i am saying too much

but you do really happy
you still can laugh and jokes like the way you are



pensy
you are just so stupid!

i can pretend that i am not sad
but i cant lie myself that i still love him so much .