today i asked him for the last time
you dont love me already , dont you

i only ask you to answer me for the last time
but you even dont want to reply
i know.
your answer was no
you are afraid .
but it was my false
i was just too stubborn .

but you dont even know
how many courage i am using just to send you one message
how i'm scare when i see there's is one msg in my inbox
i give meyself a little hope
but when i open it
once again , this tears flow down...

i am done .
i give in many times
but u just push me away again and again ...

again and again i am fall...
i have already try all my best
now its my time to give myself a time
a time to recover for all this pain

dont you know i was so heart pain?
for all this thing have been through..
u finished it by saying " it was our problems"
but then you said " yes, im not love you anymore"
i check and check my phone , whether i see wrong about it
but then thousand im check
i keep dissapointed
because it was right .


i always said promise that i wont find you anymore...
but i cant do it..
but seems now i have to do it...
even i cant it do...
it been so obvious that you really doesnt love me anymore

goodbye my lover ,
thank you for the pain you giving me
and the memories you giving me...

you wont even know how much i love you ...