we break up again
it would be the last time...
because i wont make any step anymore . . .
i finally have open my eyes and realized ..
that he never really want to be with me..
and he dont love me anymore . . .
all this time it just forcing...
that night . . .
he said he already trying...
my heart feel sour when i hear that
he said sorry...
sometimes sorry wont change anything...
my hearts breaks
really break into pieces..
and i give up for trying to fix it again...
the first step i take to give up..
i change our facebook..
i am sure his moon are happy
because she have a chance
i still cant delete msn and blog
because only in this 2 site we have some memories
i still cant let go all...
perhaps time...
i have to pretend that i am happy...
because i wont be such a pathetic for you...
although it broken inside...
he say started again
but he only gives me one more time of dissapointed...
but i have to thanks you give me a few days happiness
thank you
i appreciate all the memories i had with you